crunchy toast

i won a game of beer pong!! :D heee, i know it wouldnt normally be something to be so impressed about, but i tend to suck at things that involve any sort of ball or throwing motions :P i was playing with afshan, so i have to give him credit for most of it, but i made three, and the last one was the winning one!! and afshan missed it. it made my night :P scratch that, it made my WEEK. gives me something nice to think about while i stay up all night trying to learn this damn latin american history that i decided not to study until the night before the exam... :/ oh well. we will see what happens with that.

doodeeeeedooooo

candy and black tea. whooo

went to a costume party type thing yesterday which was fun, i did my typical 'biker chick' :P what fun. the last party we went to with this group a girl who went to school w/ afshan when he was little was really concerned that he didnt remember her, and kept on saying 'i was the lion tamer!', so of course he dressed up as a lion tamer. :P it worked out well, she got it as soon as we walked in, and thought it was pretty funny. i discovered that beer and cough drops dont mix, but vodka and cough drops arnt bad :P they both burn. mostly thats it. :D i got points from some random girl for taking a shot with no chaser. hell i didnt even hear about chasers until like a year after i first drank :P whoo hooo cheap booze. afshan and i dj'ed alot as usual :) left the party after someone got in a fight with a guy from some other party b/c his car got spraypainted and the cops got called.

grandpa's gone. we drove up to carlsbad today, and i was alright all day, managed to be distracted and stuff, but seeing my grandma just makes me want to cry. i dont know what shes going to do. dont want to go to church, i hate having all those people feeling sorry for you and not knowing what to say. i dont like being around lots of people when im sad.

boosh. good and bad. afshan came up today which was really nice and completely unexpected :) he called me and was talking to me while i was on my way to the gym, and i heard this weird echo and turned around and he was behind me. very stalker creepy :P so that was really nice. we napped and studied and went to kfc. very romantic :P hee

on the other side my aunt called me trying to get ahold of my mom and it turns out my grandpa is in the hospital, maybe had a heart attack, and is unresponsive at the moment. moms going to drive up there tomorrow, and she said shed keep me updated. i dont know. sucksucksuck. afshan tells me to think about the best, not the worst.. but hes unresponsive. thats never good. all i can think about is how my great aunt (?? grandpas sister) just lost her boyfriend/husband a few weeks ago (he was the guy we stayed with over xmas break... weird) and now she may loose her brother too. i keep on thinking about how that would be a really crappy start of the year.