crunchy toast

so i am admittedly absorbed by the materialistic part of the holiday :P loot acquired included: new EARRINGS :D i wanted better ones. too bad i can only wear one in each ear when im at the cheese place. :( thats so lame. if i look all respectable and shit why should i only wear one pair. multiple earrings, especially if they are just simple hoops arnt gonna scare people. okay, so maybe it would. but they are stupid. yeah. some books, cell phone case, random stuff, and of course, DVDS! heheh, the best part of the loot! kick ass space western? check. the best comedy/romance/action/fantasy movie ever? check. two whole dvds of awesome music videos? check. :D thats right, serenity, the special edition princess bride, AND the best of david bowie (thanks babe :D)!! oh hell yes. :D hehe. im so happy. :)

christmas day has been pretty much awesome. :) had breakfast tacos this morning which were not only super yummy but had basically everything required for a great taco: bacon, beans, cheese, and potatoes!! hehe yum. :) church was nice, we sang alot, which of course i like. the farm people brought two adorable baby goats in. :P so cute... and then we ate lamb for dinner from the same farm people! but its okay, they didnt hurt any sheep. they take the sheep to the meat factory, and trade them for meat. the sheep then go to the happy fields and grow old. meat factories are pretty ingenious. we get meat, the sheep grow up happy. its pretty much awesome. hehe anywho, it was yummy. we had sweet potatoes!! yummmmy. or yams. im not entirely sure. they were kinda potato shaped, well not really, cuz it was alot longer and skinnier, but kinda the same texture... and ORANGE. hehe. tasty.

after afshan invited matthew and candice over and we watched serenity. such a good movie. :) im so happy its mine.... :D heheh. and after that there was super smash bros! altogether a good day. :) sigh. i wish i didnt have to work tomorrow. :/ oh well. i get to house sit. yayyyy get money for living in a super nice fancy house and watching cable (all freaking night, cuz thats when the naughty movies come on :D) and playing with three huge blond labs. :) its awesome.

so, i hope everyone had a great christmas, i know i did. i wish i could do it all over again. :) merry christmas to all, and sweet dreams.

love, me.

freaking two years! i think thats the longest time i have evvvver kept any sort of... writey thing. :P i guess thats cuz before i always tried to do it on paper, and i dont actually like writing on paper much. much easier to type. heh. :D anywho, i just thought that it was kinda neat. two whole years. im proud. :) i do have some sort of attention span! hehe. time to peel out my contacts, i think they are trying to meld with my eyes. maybe thatd be cool. :/ hm.

question: ... contacts are awesome. okay, so i know thats not a question. it was going to be, but the question was stupid. so it turned statment. to a statement. yeah. peace out.

narnia: l,w,w = me yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

:) purrr.

i kinda want to go to a party... last friday was fun. small appartment party, they even had a loft! :D it was awesome. much fun. i danced more than i should have >_< maaah.

im almost finished with afshans presant! im so excited. i hope he likes it. :D it was fun. dum de dum. i suppose i should run now. i really really dont want to. :( i hate running. but at least its over faster than biking or blading. sigh. swim, thats what i really want to do. blahhh. need to buy new shoes for the cheese place, but i have not enough money if i want to get presents for my family. :D so i think ill ask mum to buy them for me. right now im planning on getting the exact same shoes i have right now but white. hehe, that would make me happy.

i need to see narnia! i want to so badly. :(

one light away from a perfect run tonight >_< i coulda done it, just woulda been more red than yellow, and after i stopped i noticed the cop at the intersection. :D

i hate stepping on snails. :( as i was walking to the door my sidewalk was all crunchy . :( :(

i think my tree dropped all its leaves at once. or at least alot of them. there are leaves covering my driveway.

yayyyyyy done studying for tonight. :) how i love to sleep

ugggg going crazy... too much bio in my brainnnnn. >_< bad idea to wait untill 9 tonight to study for my 8:30 test tomorrow morning. :P blahhh so tired i really want to sleep, but i just finished the review questions so my plan is to read the two chapters, do the review stuff at the back of each chapter real quick, read over my notes, maybe read over the review questinos i just did, then i need to scan over the chapter summaries for all the previous chapters, then sleeeeep, get up at 7, eat a lil, read over notes, chapter summaries, review questions, etc, go test!! whooo im kinda nervous, cuz normally we have 2 hrs to do a test and i usually do it in 1, and she SAID this was gonna be the same format as the other tests but we have 3 hrs to do it in so i really hope its the same exact format that will only take me 1 hr cuz i dont want to doooo anything longer. and now that i think about it, that means im still not checking out till 12, and i will (hopefully) be done round 9:30, sooo i guess ill sleep again. or something. gotta take back library books, write something for painting and turn it in. meh. want sleep now. :( i figure if im not done by 2 im gonna say fuck it, i need 5 hrs of sleep, im quitting. yeah. thats my plan. :D

gotsta call the cheese place tomorrow to see what time i need to go in for more training fun. oh, ugg, i need to read through the manuel first. sigh. i guess if i have extra time before checkout maybe i will go to walmart and buy the pants and shoes i need for the cheese job. assuming mom put money in my bank account. :) rar. 10 min break is up. gosta read lotsas shit now. sigh.

my first bag of popcorn was orange. im pretty sure it wasnt supposed to be orange, but it was. it tasted kinda funny. i ate it for a little while, but then i thought maybe orange funny tasting popcorn wasnt that great. so i threw it away. the second bag was normal. yayyyyy for orange popcorn! in the TRASH. my room smells of butter. mra.

so fucking cold outsideeeee. i had to go to hobby lobby and ended up scraping ice off my friends windshield with my library card, froze my fingers and GOD DAMN it HURTS when they defrost >_< almost fell on my ass on the way back from the art building at 10:15 at night. the little bridge thingy the construction people built had iced over. THEY LIED TO ME! it had non slip stuff all over it, it was supposed to keep me SAFE. if i hadnt been carefull i coulda died, see what i get for trusting the construction people. never again from this day i will eye them with distrust. grrrr

ive got a jobbbb :) im gonna work at chuck e cheeses w/ carly. im pretty excited, i think it will be fun. we can have adventures. schools almost out! :D cant waaaait. get some money, see my friends, party :) whooo.

my sandwich smells of yeast.

it tastes fine. but it smells of yeast.

Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man
It surely means that I don't know
On a stormy sea of moving emotion
Tossed about I'm like a ship on the ocean
I set a course for winds of fortune
But I hear the voices say

Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

its december!! yay. :) december is a good month, and its gonna be so nice to have a whole month off! ive got an interview w/ the mouse place on friday, so i may work at chuck e cheeses over the break. :P carly said it wasnt too bad...

anywho, i put up a few new sketches/drawings on deviant art. im trying to catch up on those sketches, i only need like... 12 more or so... :P hehe, i have lotsa artsy stuff to do this weekend. im kinda excited about painting for church, i hope it looks good. its gonna be bigggg. if i get my phone cord when i get home like the site promised me ill be able to put up pictures of my paintings soon! that would make me happy much. :D

rar. i hate it when the very corner of your mouth cracks. it makes it hard to open my mouth wide. how am i supposed to shovel large amounts of food in when i cant open it right?? we had peppermint icecream at dinner tonight. it was okay. but not as glorious as i might have hoped.

ech.. i got a 75 on my final paper in english >_< turns out maybe she wasnt as much of a pushover as i thought... we'll see. maybe ill get an A anyways. :D probably need to work more on the painting that i hated the most to push up my grade. sigh. i really dont want to, i hate it so much, i just want to never look at it again. but i should probably make an effort to get an A in this class, since it is my major and all.. or at least probably is.

and as tristan would say, "oh my fuck." one of my favoritest web comics ever, ctrl-alt-del, is going to have an online animated series!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! im so excited! were gonna share a membership. pretties.... pretties... :D hehe.