RETURNS FROM THE DEAD!!! ... or at least hibernation
Wednesday, July 28
well my deviant art is all up ^_^ happiness, so now all i have to do is resize most of it because the scanner made it freaking big. >_< but that shouldnt take as long as putting it up i the first place. so not a big problem.
ech... ive been doing alot of refinishing (and god!! O_O it is such a pain! everything is sticky, and the chemicals make everything burn and keep on like eating my gloves and making them fall apart and i have little splotches of finish on weird places on my body and it wont come offf >_<) and it makes my fingers hurt. i guess i dont exercize my fingers enough. i need to spend more time chatting. better that than any other typing. chat. hehehe
ug. mind doesnt work too well in the morning cuz its stlll all squishy and hasnt made any sense yet, so i can do much typing till later. ^_^
ech... ive been doing alot of refinishing (and god!! O_O it is such a pain! everything is sticky, and the chemicals make everything burn and keep on like eating my gloves and making them fall apart and i have little splotches of finish on weird places on my body and it wont come offf >_<) and it makes my fingers hurt. i guess i dont exercize my fingers enough. i need to spend more time chatting. better that than any other typing. chat. hehehe
ug. mind doesnt work too well in the morning cuz its stlll all squishy and hasnt made any sense yet, so i can do much typing till later. ^_^
Friday, July 23
aaaaarrrrrg!!!! my dsl is being all blinky, and now the light that should be happy go green is angry and red. its like sitting at a stop light, waiting for it to turn, FOREVER!!! so i am forced to use my freaking old mac, with dial up. >_< i thought dsl was supposed to save me from this!! and apparently after yahoos little improvements, i cant access it using this freaking old browser!! im about ready to break down.
i hate hate hate the whole thing with computers. i think if i buy one computer, and a cheaper better one comes out a month later, they should give me that freaking computer. how i despise upgrading. its such a pain. so, they would lose all their money, i would be happy. and thats obviously what matters.
i think if i could just go live under a rock, and sleep all day and eat crawly things, but not have to think, i would do it. thinking is a bitch sometimes. my cat has it good. i sit here agonizing over college, and senior year, and scholorships, and she sleeps. and she looks really really comfortable. damndamn. they sure have something figured out.
i hate hate hate the whole thing with computers. i think if i buy one computer, and a cheaper better one comes out a month later, they should give me that freaking computer. how i despise upgrading. its such a pain. so, they would lose all their money, i would be happy. and thats obviously what matters.
i think if i could just go live under a rock, and sleep all day and eat crawly things, but not have to think, i would do it. thinking is a bitch sometimes. my cat has it good. i sit here agonizing over college, and senior year, and scholorships, and she sleeps. and she looks really really comfortable. damndamn. they sure have something figured out.
Thursday, July 22
hey hey hey!! the deviantART site is working out wonderfully. if you have any photos, or art, or poetry, or anything even vaugly related, i recommend this site. you can put pretty much anything on it, and it has free unlimited space. glorious, just glorious. i am almost done uploading my art, got everything but the sketches done. but i have been doing some tweaking with settings and stuff instead of finishing it all right now :-/ hahah, oh well. i have plenty of time. i even uploaded a few poems, might expand that (and possibly the prose) later. :D yayay. what fun.
*bows down and worships deviantART*
so if you are interested in looking at my art now you only have to click on ONE link. hehehe
*bows down and worships deviantART*
so if you are interested in looking at my art now you only have to click on ONE link. hehehe
Sunday, July 18
hahahah, muahhahah, MUAH HA HA HA HA HA HA!!! I LAUGH AT YOU PUNY MORTALS!! MUHA HA HA HA HA HA!!! *dissolves into maniacle giggles. O_o
Friday, July 16
i think that coherency is overvalued. i mean who really needs to make sense? noone really wants to listen to you so why bother to go through the effort of making sense, better to just babble aimlessly about lots of random crap and hope someone who is listining (not me monkey o_O im eating chocolate) will possible understand and maybe get some meaning out of it. hahah, i love being a hyporcrite. :D
rar rar blah blah, i want chocolate now monkey!!! (should they dance? yes, it provides intertainment.) i think late at night is my favorite time to write cuz it doesnt make sense but i dont care and its all free flow and happy. much. hahaha.
yay, i found another site i am going to try and organize all my art on. deviant art. :P what fun. you will know when (if) i am sucessfull when i get rid of those three annoying art links and replace them with one beautifull one!!
rar rar blah blah, i want chocolate now monkey!!! (should they dance? yes, it provides intertainment.) i think late at night is my favorite time to write cuz it doesnt make sense but i dont care and its all free flow and happy. much. hahaha.
yay, i found another site i am going to try and organize all my art on. deviant art. :P what fun. you will know when (if) i am sucessfull when i get rid of those three annoying art links and replace them with one beautifull one!!
Sunday, July 11
as i sit here on my bed
time keeps flowing through my head
i try and try to slow it down
it whispers by with a soft sound
i strive to hold on to your face
it slips away without a trace
the rooms so empty without you
my heart is dark though skys are blue
why did you love me
why would you leave me
how can i keep you
i never want to leave you
your picture lying on my chair
sunlight in your soft brown hair
green eyes bright with hidden laughter
memories make my breath grow faster
though i see you with my eyes
my mind is dark with hidden lies
what could i ever hope to gain
nothings worth this terrible pain
why did you love me
why would you leave me
how can i keep you
i never want to leave you
(work in progress)
time keeps flowing through my head
i try and try to slow it down
it whispers by with a soft sound
i strive to hold on to your face
it slips away without a trace
the rooms so empty without you
my heart is dark though skys are blue
why did you love me
why would you leave me
how can i keep you
i never want to leave you
your picture lying on my chair
sunlight in your soft brown hair
green eyes bright with hidden laughter
memories make my breath grow faster
though i see you with my eyes
my mind is dark with hidden lies
what could i ever hope to gain
nothings worth this terrible pain
why did you love me
why would you leave me
how can i keep you
i never want to leave you
(work in progress)
Friday, July 2
hahah, since i am lazy as always, i will yet again insert a transcript of an aim conversation. this one is about camp, which by the way was awsome. i love that place, and the kids are so good!!! most of the time. haha, anyways, i had a blast.
(conversation with tristan)
ack
grr
there was rain at my camp
and we couldnt swim
so we had 'water games' to keep the kids busy
it was hilarious
they were playing in the sand
and we filled up a bunch of water balloons
and threw them at the kids
trying to get rid of em all before the kids got to us
then this one little boy chased a guy councilor around for like 10 minutes
with a water balloon
until lester (the councilor) gave up and let the boy get him.
hah
that kid got the award for patience and perseverance
and the girl councilors felt sorry for him
and filled up water ballons
balloons
and drenched lester
then got the rest of the kids to drag him off and soak him with a hose
so he gets his revenge
by first picking me up
and carrying me kicking and screaming over to the hose
then dragging the other girls over too
haha, such a good time. anyways, i am at my cousins house right now, so i cant stay on for too long. and my cousin tomas isnt here, so i cant beat him up for not responding to my emails or letters, i will have to wait. but when he does get back, i am going to dye my hair red (which will quickly turn pink). i dont like blond all that much, it doesnt get as interesting responses.
today we went to the airport to pick up a cousin and an aunt, and we all wore these weird hats and screamed loudly when they showed up. haha, so much fun. i love aunt willy, it was all her idea. she wanted to embarrass them, and i think it worked. ~_^
(conversation with tristan)
ack
grr
there was rain at my camp
and we couldnt swim
so we had 'water games' to keep the kids busy
it was hilarious
they were playing in the sand
and we filled up a bunch of water balloons
and threw them at the kids
trying to get rid of em all before the kids got to us
then this one little boy chased a guy councilor around for like 10 minutes
with a water balloon
until lester (the councilor) gave up and let the boy get him.
hah
that kid got the award for patience and perseverance
and the girl councilors felt sorry for him
and filled up water ballons
balloons
and drenched lester
then got the rest of the kids to drag him off and soak him with a hose
so he gets his revenge
by first picking me up
and carrying me kicking and screaming over to the hose
then dragging the other girls over too
haha, such a good time. anyways, i am at my cousins house right now, so i cant stay on for too long. and my cousin tomas isnt here, so i cant beat him up for not responding to my emails or letters, i will have to wait. but when he does get back, i am going to dye my hair red (which will quickly turn pink). i dont like blond all that much, it doesnt get as interesting responses.
today we went to the airport to pick up a cousin and an aunt, and we all wore these weird hats and screamed loudly when they showed up. haha, so much fun. i love aunt willy, it was all her idea. she wanted to embarrass them, and i think it worked. ~_^
