crunchy toast

sooo camp is pretty much awesome :) hehe, im gonna have a ton of fun. the kids are a little smaller than i expected, but im no good connecting age w/ size :P anywho, they are a good size, cuz the girls and boys still dont like each other, so i dont have to deal with taht, and they still think im cool so they do what i say :D yayyy! there is this one little guy whos a total troublemaker but adorable and i love him. he kept on trying to give me hugs today which would normally make me happy but im having suspicions that he just wants to be near my boobs :P hehe, boys

we went canoeing today! it was pretty cool, though i had the kinda annoying girls in my boat, 'sarah, we need to turn now!' 'adina, i will turn in a sec, we are fine,' 'we need to turn now!!!' goddd it gets annoying. but mostly cool. we got out just before it started to drizzle. eeee im gonna have a blast this summer i think :) the kids are fun to be around, and tim is cool, and give me food sometimes. :) yayy. im excited, im gonna drive the van tomorrow for a 45 min drive, whoo hoo :P 15 passenger van baby, with 12 kids! ill keep em safe, i promise.

so yeah. im excited, lotsa parties (no drinking this weekend, didnt feel so great after the last two weeks, i think im being too hard on my system >_<) and work is looking to be great, afshan has a job that hes gonna love-yay, tearing houses apart and getting paid for it! sigh :) awesome i say. cds tomorrow.. we get the new van! hooray.

do de doo.... rock on.

whooo, so far summer has been good! :) trainings good, im now adult, child and infant cpr and first aid certified :P i feel so special. i start next tuesday for real for real, not sure if im really ready :P im gonna beg my afternoon counciler to be there in the morning for the first few days so i dont feel like its just me and 12 kids... haha what fun :) the second, third, and fourth weeks i get to go caving! we went once last week just to check it out which was super fun and very bruisey. :P after three weeks of doing it once a week my legs are gonna be a wreck. hehe.

yay for parties! haha, thanks to hollen and tristan so far i have been to a party once a week since i got back. im happy :) but last time i had a stomach ache for a full day after, so im gonna be more careful. :( it sucked. at least now i have decided to never even risk drinking before a work day, cuz that would be hellish. :P and id feel guilty. jack black style: kids, do you know what a hangover is? booyah

mindas bday= cold but fun. :) went swimmin, even though some were pansies and didnt get in cuz it was 'cold' and 'too dark outside'. psh. and strawberry cake with sprinkles!! yumyum. how nice.

im afraid i might get strep throat. >_< that would suck hardcore. afshan woke up yesterday w/ a sore throat, but then it felt better, but then later on he wasnt feeling so great, and this morning went to the doctor and it turns out he has strep... and we totally shared several glasses of water :( so hes icky, and i cant even see him at the moment, and i hate that cuz i want to nurse him back to health :P by force feeding him broth and stuff. of course. and if i get sick... what the hell, i dont really care, thought it would suck, i just dont want to miss my first day of work! we have monday off so i have till tuesday. so if i get sick i want to get sick nowwww so i will be better enough by tuesday. haha. i gargled salt water. it was odd.

(get better damnit! and while your at it dont get sick again :( i command it. i should come give you sleepy pills so you can get some good rest)

im so freaking close to being done!!!! just one more day, one more test. wheeeeeee! i finished my 3-D pictures for sculpture tonight, and these are my four favs:



so yeah. yayyy :) im gonna party all summer!! and do that work thing. for money. :P one more day, one more day, one more day...

Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin’ anything to roll the dice,
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

Don’t stop believin’
Hold on to the feelin’
Streetlight people

ps. i cant seem to get the pics sized the way i want, just go to my deviantart site to see the full sized ones.

ps. hollens, party, rocking! hehe, i learned a new game! kings. waht fun. i wasnt very good at it.

17/4= 4 or 5 each :) hehe, im a cheap drunk.

yayy, i got a necklace at the pecan street festival and i like it and it fits just PERFECTLY haha whooo what fun.

i got to see althea's band which was cool, they are really good and she is only freaking 13 years olddddd!! im jealous :P blahh... i gotta write my paper. :( i cant wait for the summmer.

something that is kinda scary for me: im reading this call for action that osama bin laden wrote, and i cant help but think about the emotion and ferver and... i dont know, motivation? behind it all. i just cant imagine.. i really cant imagine what it would be like to feel that strongly about something. its weird. i dont know if i can explain it, but its just like... i read it and i am amazed by how strongly he must feel about this. and i dont really understand it. it makes me feel really apathetic. but i just dont get it. i dont know. i dont think there is anythign out there right now that would bring out that strong of a response in me.

yayy! i have a new addiction, and its name is red vs blue! wheee. i love it so much :) caboose is hilarious. :D it is interfearing greatly with my homework. with it getting done. yeah. :/ oh well. it will get done tomorrow!

yay for house sitting (except for when i forget it, oh my crap i totally forgot to go to the house sat night. >_< i cant even remember the last time ive felt that bad. those poor dogs. i hope that charlotte still trusts me. i freaking forgot to go to the house!! grah.) ... yeah. >_< im a bad person. a forgetful bad person. i have never forgoten something that important before. anywho.. im going to be housesitting at the other place, the ones from my church with the cute little dog named... something. heck i dont even remember what afshan named it. :P but yeah, for about a month ill just be living at their house.. which could be interesting :D but then again, hollen and tristan will have an apartment, and its not like id want to have many parties, clean up and crap. :) who knows.

lalalalalalaaaaaaaa

Invisible airwaves
Crackle with life
Bright antennae bristle
With the energy
Emotional feedback
On a timeless wavelength
Bearing a gift beyond price ---
Almost free...

god i love rush. i just gave a rush cd to a new friend here, so hopefully i will make a convert of him! yay. :) blah. i should go to sleep, but i feel alll wired and not sleepy like right now. :) i want to dooo stuff. but i need to sleep... gotta get up 'early' so i can finish my islam reading. almost done! only two more weeeeeeks. im so excited. this summer will rock! im looking forwards to my job, and to friends, and to parties. :D hehe, hopefully i wont have too many hangovers at work :P (iiii wanna get smashed. :P im tirrrred of school but i should prolly wait till its done. poo)

One likes to believe
In the freedom of music
But glittering prizes
And endless compromises
Shatter the illusion
Of integrity

doo doo deeeeee. dunannunahnuh. yeah. hehe. wired. does chai have caffiene in it? i dont KNOW. maybe it does. rarg. i need to sleep. i hope i can when i lie down. i hate it when i cant sleep. whooarg. yay for red vs blue. and smallville.

went to the ut lax games, yay for getting into the nationals! the last game was very exciting, we were loosing 10-5 at the end of the first half, but then we locked em out and won it 10-12. yayyy! fun stuff. doobie doobie do. i love my teddy bear. he is so soft an nice. but i dont sleep with him, because i would shove him off the bed and feel bad. so he sits on my window sill with my other teddys. :) yayy teddys. grah.

yo quiero liquore fuerte y tambien las papas fritas. mmmmmmm. con ranch dressing. fuck it, i dont konw how to say ranch dressing.