RETURNS FROM THE DEAD!!! ... or at least hibernation
Friday, November 25
So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
going to see the liiiights tonight. im pretty excited. :) so far ive gotten through 'the horse and his boy,' 'the magicians nephew,' and 'the lion the witch and the wardrob.' :P im about to start 'prince caspian' and id do 'voyage of the dawn treader' next if i had it. :( ill have to wait till i get home.
put up a few new drawing on deviant art. im looking forwards to the end of the semester so that i can take pictures of my paintings. i think im fairly proud of some of em. :) though there are a couple i really hate.
so dont let the world bring you down..
i love that song. now its in my head.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old
going to see the liiiights tonight. im pretty excited. :) so far ive gotten through 'the horse and his boy,' 'the magicians nephew,' and 'the lion the witch and the wardrob.' :P im about to start 'prince caspian' and id do 'voyage of the dawn treader' next if i had it. :( ill have to wait till i get home.
put up a few new drawing on deviant art. im looking forwards to the end of the semester so that i can take pictures of my paintings. i think im fairly proud of some of em. :) though there are a couple i really hate.
so dont let the world bring you down..
i love that song. now its in my head.
Thursday, November 24
thanksgiving pretty much rocks. its all about the food... and seeing my family of course. :P a tad bit sad because this is the first holiday with my grandparents in their new house, and of course i miss the old one. but the house is really nice. and it looks alot bigger than it did with just the framework. plus it helps to have all their old stuff here. last night i had to sleep in the livingroom and their lovely big old clock rang every hour >_< but today grandma remembered to switch off the chimes. (wish i had known that last night...)
everything is exactly the same as always, lotsa food, getting up way too early, card games, grandpa watching football, cookies everywhere, and im reading alot. :) some bio some narnia. i love the magicians nephew and the horse and his boy. im soooo excited about the movie! dec 9th, i cant waaait. it looks so good. i mean, i know i dont have much taste in movies, but its gonna have such cool effects and the battle looks good and the white witch has freaking POLAR BEARS on her chariot. hehehe its gonna rock.
saw harry potter, i liked it. the dragons were kick ass. as always, i hate that they skipped so much, but it was a pretty freaking long book, so, i guess i cant say anything. i hated moody's eye and i didnt like the way voldemort looked. i think it was his eyes, made him look too human. i just didnt think he was all that terrifying. he was creepy cuz of that nose, but he wasnt terrifying. they shoulda tried harder.
i need to work on my sketches, i keep on forgetting that i only have like two or three weeks left, and i need to finish about 15 more drawings. :/ meh.
gotta go play games. whoo. cheese and crackers for dinner.
everything is exactly the same as always, lotsa food, getting up way too early, card games, grandpa watching football, cookies everywhere, and im reading alot. :) some bio some narnia. i love the magicians nephew and the horse and his boy. im soooo excited about the movie! dec 9th, i cant waaait. it looks so good. i mean, i know i dont have much taste in movies, but its gonna have such cool effects and the battle looks good and the white witch has freaking POLAR BEARS on her chariot. hehehe its gonna rock.
saw harry potter, i liked it. the dragons were kick ass. as always, i hate that they skipped so much, but it was a pretty freaking long book, so, i guess i cant say anything. i hated moody's eye and i didnt like the way voldemort looked. i think it was his eyes, made him look too human. i just didnt think he was all that terrifying. he was creepy cuz of that nose, but he wasnt terrifying. they shoulda tried harder.
i need to work on my sketches, i keep on forgetting that i only have like two or three weeks left, and i need to finish about 15 more drawings. :/ meh.
gotta go play games. whoo. cheese and crackers for dinner.
Monday, November 21
tonight has finalized it. i dont think i could take being an english major. im off to sleep. *try not to fall asleep before i get in bed...*
Monday, November 14
yay! lights up all around the room. i ended up just getting a 70ft one... so it went around allright. :) and i got lotsa sticky hook things and found some up already so that was pretty cool. and i put the old strand of lights in the little hall. hahah, god i swear when i get my phone to work right, i will take pictures so you can see. ....all of you. three. if dezi comes back. :D hehe. oh well. i love that our room is getting more and more interesting. lights, posters, hangy cloth things. its awesome.
ethan decided he wanted to re-build the treehouse for some reason, so afshan and i helped him nail and drill and bolt a bit today. this time we plan on a 2x4 floor instead of plywood. :D so im pretty excited to see how that comes along.
got to drive the new van today. it was pretty awesome. :) im always suprised when i get in a car and it actually goes when i press on the pedal. im so used to having to stomp down. and a cd player! i got to bug ethan with my music, even though my ipods batteries ran out. it was pretty kick ass.
sigh. my legs are tired. im not sure why. im pretty mad that i keep on forgetting things at home. i freaking forgot my scanner AGAIN. i want to scan my goat picture. its my favorite so far. sigh. what a bitch. i also forgot the chocolate icing. i remembered the graham crackers, but not the icing. im so sad.
not really. im pretty happy. and tired. but awake. haha. how odd. lights are pretty and colorfull. what a good idea. im so smart. mostly i saw xmas lights and couldnt resist buying my own. but we can pretend it was genius and noone else did it before. hahah. tired. i like my teddy bears. ive got four of them. ... actually, all the stuffed animals i brought with me are bears. which is those four. but still, i didnt do it on purpose. i brought my two oldest favorite ones, my hard rock cafe london one cuz thats just cool, and my really fuzzy one.
oh well, i need to go to bed so i dont bug eva. im glad shes not sick anymore. she lost 10lbs last week from not eating. poor thing. anywho. sleep time. just let me find a lyric. oh. its in my head already! i dun even need to look. heheh
last dance with mary jane
one more chance to kill the paaaaain
i feel summer creepin in and
im tired of this town agaaaaaain.
hehe. tell me if thats wrong, i did it from my HEAD. which is soon to be sleeping tired like. need to take out my contacts.
almonds are yummy. but only uncooked.
ethan decided he wanted to re-build the treehouse for some reason, so afshan and i helped him nail and drill and bolt a bit today. this time we plan on a 2x4 floor instead of plywood. :D so im pretty excited to see how that comes along.
got to drive the new van today. it was pretty awesome. :) im always suprised when i get in a car and it actually goes when i press on the pedal. im so used to having to stomp down. and a cd player! i got to bug ethan with my music, even though my ipods batteries ran out. it was pretty kick ass.
sigh. my legs are tired. im not sure why. im pretty mad that i keep on forgetting things at home. i freaking forgot my scanner AGAIN. i want to scan my goat picture. its my favorite so far. sigh. what a bitch. i also forgot the chocolate icing. i remembered the graham crackers, but not the icing. im so sad.
not really. im pretty happy. and tired. but awake. haha. how odd. lights are pretty and colorfull. what a good idea. im so smart. mostly i saw xmas lights and couldnt resist buying my own. but we can pretend it was genius and noone else did it before. hahah. tired. i like my teddy bears. ive got four of them. ... actually, all the stuffed animals i brought with me are bears. which is those four. but still, i didnt do it on purpose. i brought my two oldest favorite ones, my hard rock cafe london one cuz thats just cool, and my really fuzzy one.
oh well, i need to go to bed so i dont bug eva. im glad shes not sick anymore. she lost 10lbs last week from not eating. poor thing. anywho. sleep time. just let me find a lyric. oh. its in my head already! i dun even need to look. heheh
last dance with mary jane
one more chance to kill the paaaaain
i feel summer creepin in and
im tired of this town agaaaaaain.
hehe. tell me if thats wrong, i did it from my HEAD. which is soon to be sleeping tired like. need to take out my contacts.
almonds are yummy. but only uncooked.
Thursday, November 10
god i love my ipod. :) there is something really really nice about being able to listen to music all day long. music when i wake up, while i get dressed, while i draw and paint and fall asleep in painting (woke up with all my body heat drained out of me i swear. my hands were numb). then on the walk to and back from dinner, got to my room and plugged it into my speakers. :) music is awesome and makes me feel better about everything.
Halo
God only knows
Right behind me everywhere I go
i bought some xmas lights the other day at michaels and tried to hang them up.. but the tape didnt work so well. :P so tonight i hope to get some adhesive hooks (i feel so smart, all day ive been calling them 'sticky hook things' and finally i remember the word...). i think i want to get another strand so we can have them go all around the ceiling. they make good light at night when you dont want a bright lamp on. :) and pretty shinyness.
evas really sick, she already went home for the weekend. the doctor said she might have tonsilitus, and she basically hasnt eaten since monday. :( i hope she gets better soon.
went to a hooka bar yesterday for baileys birthday, it was interesting. they couldnt get me to smoke :p but it smelled really nice. watched the beginning of silence of the lambs, but then i wanted to go to bed, i need to watch that again sometime. anthony hopkins is amazing. :)
Halo
God only knows
Right behind me everywhere I go
i bought some xmas lights the other day at michaels and tried to hang them up.. but the tape didnt work so well. :P so tonight i hope to get some adhesive hooks (i feel so smart, all day ive been calling them 'sticky hook things' and finally i remember the word...). i think i want to get another strand so we can have them go all around the ceiling. they make good light at night when you dont want a bright lamp on. :) and pretty shinyness.
evas really sick, she already went home for the weekend. the doctor said she might have tonsilitus, and she basically hasnt eaten since monday. :( i hope she gets better soon.
went to a hooka bar yesterday for baileys birthday, it was interesting. they couldnt get me to smoke :p but it smelled really nice. watched the beginning of silence of the lambs, but then i wanted to go to bed, i need to watch that again sometime. anthony hopkins is amazing. :)
Wednesday, November 9
I can be anything
That you want me to be
A punching bag
A piece of string
That reminds you not to think
They found the note
down in your car
Itís not your fault it gets this hard
Hold your head high
Dont look down
Im by your side
I won't back down
You wanted a hero tonight
Well Im not made of steel
But your secrets safe with me
I can be anything
That you want me to be
A holy cross
Some sympathy
That reminds you how to bleed
They found the note down
in your car
You climbed up here to fall apart
They knock you down
Iíll pick you up
They laugh at you
Iíll shut them up
our lady peace, made of steel
That you want me to be
A punching bag
A piece of string
That reminds you not to think
They found the note
down in your car
Itís not your fault it gets this hard
Hold your head high
Dont look down
Im by your side
I won't back down
You wanted a hero tonight
Well Im not made of steel
But your secrets safe with me
I can be anything
That you want me to be
A holy cross
Some sympathy
That reminds you how to bleed
They found the note down
in your car
You climbed up here to fall apart
They knock you down
Iíll pick you up
They laugh at you
Iíll shut them up
our lady peace, made of steel
Thursday, November 3
becoming re-addicted to halo... >_< i found the halo players and i cant keep myself away, even though every time i get my ass kicked. its more fun than youd think. :D this week seems really really long, im glad its finally thursday, though i hafta study for a test this weekend which will be kinda icky.
i think my allergies are calming down, im not sure if its the meds or the season. :/ i wish texas would at least give me a little warning before it changes weather, i keep on getting caught away from my dorm in the wrong cloths.
fooood time. im hungry. its weird though, i think im adjusting my food cycle to not have breakfast and have a 11 or 12oclock 2nd dinner instead. i wake up and im not even all that hungry any more. how odd.
i think my allergies are calming down, im not sure if its the meds or the season. :/ i wish texas would at least give me a little warning before it changes weather, i keep on getting caught away from my dorm in the wrong cloths.
fooood time. im hungry. its weird though, i think im adjusting my food cycle to not have breakfast and have a 11 or 12oclock 2nd dinner instead. i wake up and im not even all that hungry any more. how odd.
