RETURNS FROM THE DEAD!!! ... or at least hibernation
Saturday, May 28
got no reason for the things i fear
things that plague me when i see and hear
a dimes a nickel and a nickels none
i throw myself into the sunday sun
sunday summer when you went insane
you said your going but i said i came
throwing oranges in an apple cart
things that bind are tearing me apart
jenny says turn off the radio
jenny says turn off the lights
jenny says turn off the video
you beat yourself up just to bring yourself down
let it go let it go let it go
let it go let it go let it go
when the world is coming down on you
let it goooo
*i love this song. it reminds me of fifth grade*
things that plague me when i see and hear
a dimes a nickel and a nickels none
i throw myself into the sunday sun
sunday summer when you went insane
you said your going but i said i came
throwing oranges in an apple cart
things that bind are tearing me apart
jenny says turn off the radio
jenny says turn off the lights
jenny says turn off the video
you beat yourself up just to bring yourself down
let it go let it go let it go
let it go let it go let it go
when the world is coming down on you
let it goooo
*i love this song. it reminds me of fifth grade*
Friday, May 27
leaving for ireland on monday. im not sure im ready for this all. i dont know if ill get that job, but im not gonna apply for another, cuz i dont really want one. though i really really need the money. i have less than $200 to my name right now. and its surprising how much gas and other things can drain it. im gonna miss everyone.
These eyes are not your eyes
and these eyes are not the color that your arid eyes might be.
No, I was not around
when those eyes of yours decided so
I refuse to kneel before the sights you choose to see!
If this is right, I'd rather be wrong.
If this is sight, I'd rather be blind.
These eyes are not your eyes
and these eyes are not the color that your arid eyes might be.
No, I was not around
when those eyes of yours decided so
I refuse to kneel before the sights you choose to see!
If this is right, I'd rather be wrong.
If this is sight, I'd rather be blind.
Monday, May 23
i know i havent posted in aaaages, haha, i just sometimes dont feel like writing. but during a 2 hr govt final i dont have to take, what else is there to do? i love my laptop so much. :)
its almost all over! only three halfdays, and im out of here for good... its kinda scary. i dont knowwwww what to do. im gonna miss a lot of people, and i think im gonna miss the familiar routine, even though im sick of it right now. i cant believe im almost done. college, it doesnt seem like im old enough for that. ill be moving out. its craaazy. im kinda freaking out.
coach kelley still hasnt picked up that dog. twice he said he would and didnt, if he doesnt before we leave then moms gonna give it to the clinic or something.
ugg im sleeeepy. it never goes away i swear. two birthday party weekends in a row. last week was mindas, which was fun, we went swimming and watched part of empire records and ate lots of pizza. this sat was dezi's, really we just watched stuff. titus, family guy, robin hood (disney, i hadnt seen this in aaages) that sorta thing. :) it was fun, we ate lotsa stuff, got a headache, i think it was from not enough sleep and eating only pizza soda and sweets for a day and a half. the night before we went to see star wars. after school we went to michelles and watched the first two, then went to the theater to see the third. it was awwwesome. so much fun. darth vader opened the curtains for us, and carly and michelle i think threatened him with their light-sabers. :-P fun stuff. the movie kicked ass, so much better than the first two. got back to michelles at 1, ate donuts, started watching the other three, but i fell asleep right away. we watched some more in the morning, i had cheetos for breakast. :)
i already managed to confuse my computer, and at the moment it cant find any of my old documents >_< luckily at the worst most of them are still on the old computer. good thing ethan didnt get impatient and delete them yet.
no songs today, my heads pretty quiet.
its almost all over! only three halfdays, and im out of here for good... its kinda scary. i dont knowwwww what to do. im gonna miss a lot of people, and i think im gonna miss the familiar routine, even though im sick of it right now. i cant believe im almost done. college, it doesnt seem like im old enough for that. ill be moving out. its craaazy. im kinda freaking out.
coach kelley still hasnt picked up that dog. twice he said he would and didnt, if he doesnt before we leave then moms gonna give it to the clinic or something.
ugg im sleeeepy. it never goes away i swear. two birthday party weekends in a row. last week was mindas, which was fun, we went swimming and watched part of empire records and ate lots of pizza. this sat was dezi's, really we just watched stuff. titus, family guy, robin hood (disney, i hadnt seen this in aaages) that sorta thing. :) it was fun, we ate lotsa stuff, got a headache, i think it was from not enough sleep and eating only pizza soda and sweets for a day and a half. the night before we went to see star wars. after school we went to michelles and watched the first two, then went to the theater to see the third. it was awwwesome. so much fun. darth vader opened the curtains for us, and carly and michelle i think threatened him with their light-sabers. :-P fun stuff. the movie kicked ass, so much better than the first two. got back to michelles at 1, ate donuts, started watching the other three, but i fell asleep right away. we watched some more in the morning, i had cheetos for breakast. :)
i already managed to confuse my computer, and at the moment it cant find any of my old documents >_< luckily at the worst most of them are still on the old computer. good thing ethan didnt get impatient and delete them yet.
no songs today, my heads pretty quiet.
Wednesday, May 11
well i have decided to not care at all about the eco ap, and hence not study for it, and ive felt alot better since then. tonight will certainly be more enjoyable. now it all depends on my attitude tomorrow. im going for the calm relaxed i dont give a damn kinda thing, i hope i dont freak out. i figure those are the two most likely, either i wont care, or i will have a nervous breakdown because i dont know anything. :-P
i think barkley might have a home, i asked coach kelly just as a joke if he was interested in a puppy and it turns out he is. he said he had to ask his wife, but i think thatd be cool. :) that dog chewed up my favorite bra last night!! >_< agggggg i hope i can fix it.
gonna try to get a big group to go see revenge of the sith opening day!! hehe it will be awwwwesome. i want to see it with all the crazies.
angelfish are creepy as hell. they stare at you. alot.
babble babble bitch bitch
rebel rebel party party
sex sex sex
and dont forget the violence!
blah blah blah
got your lovey dovey sad and lonely
stick your stupid slogan in
everybody sing along
i think barkley might have a home, i asked coach kelly just as a joke if he was interested in a puppy and it turns out he is. he said he had to ask his wife, but i think thatd be cool. :) that dog chewed up my favorite bra last night!! >_< agggggg i hope i can fix it.
gonna try to get a big group to go see revenge of the sith opening day!! hehe it will be awwwwesome. i want to see it with all the crazies.
angelfish are creepy as hell. they stare at you. alot.
babble babble bitch bitch
rebel rebel party party
sex sex sex
and dont forget the violence!
blah blah blah
got your lovey dovey sad and lonely
stick your stupid slogan in
everybody sing along
Sunday, May 8
puppy update: barkley lost his manhood today... *moment of silence* hes doing fine, though still not quite normal. it takes em forever to wake up. hes sleeping beside me because when i try to go somewhere else he whimpers. :-P hes such a cutie.
im starting to get a hang of this game i downloaded, gish. i love it, very fun and different. who wouldnt want to be a ball of tar? i highly recomend it.
mom has to work on mothers day >_< but i got her a little dangly elephant bell thingy i think she likes. dad got her flowers.
ugg im craving something but i dont know whaaaat. im not hungry, but i really want to eat something but i cant figure it out. nothing looks right. i ate a bunch of pizza goldfish, but they are too salty. donuts too sweet. maybe i want meat. i dont know. i should just go to the grocery store. preferably with my moms debit card... heh. i wouldnt mind some steak.
im starting to get a hang of this game i downloaded, gish. i love it, very fun and different. who wouldnt want to be a ball of tar? i highly recomend it.
mom has to work on mothers day >_< but i got her a little dangly elephant bell thingy i think she likes. dad got her flowers.
ugg im craving something but i dont know whaaaat. im not hungry, but i really want to eat something but i cant figure it out. nothing looks right. i ate a bunch of pizza goldfish, but they are too salty. donuts too sweet. maybe i want meat. i dont know. i should just go to the grocery store. preferably with my moms debit card... heh. i wouldnt mind some steak.
Saturday, May 7
i really need to change the picture, im just too lazy right now.. and all my pictures are over on the big computer. my dad is like, well, now you have your own computer.. move all your stuff over so we can delete it. >_< i feel so loved :-P haha, anyways, im happy with it. only drawback is im no good at games using the finger pad thing. maybe i can get dad to let me have the usb optical mouse thingy. or get my own. :)
i need to wrap my moms m-day gift. its a fat indian elephant thingy with bells. yeah. i thought it was interesting, and im sure she will.. or say she is. so it all works out.
whoo for free comic book day! i went ahead and bought another bear comic, even though i said i was gonna wait till another collection came out, oh well. i got a little batman figurine and a 'free comic book day' figure thingy. it lost a foot thought. i should give it crutches or something. and a face. maybe a sign asking for spare change. it would be awesome.
doom de doom. i wish my ipod was up here. too bad im damn lazy. i need to study for govt and eco. since i did pay for the eco test, i want to at least put some effort into it. id feel bad otherwise. i mean, its not my money, but still, thatd be... sad i guess. lame. ill study a bit. >_<
im now the full time babysitter of that dog. dad is pissed off because the dog keeps on leaking on the floor when we arnt watching, so now i have to keep him with me constantly. he has now migrated to my bed. hes passed out there right now, as soon as i let him in my room he hops right up. at least hes small and doesnt stink. :) and its kinda nice to sleep with someone, its less lonely. even if that someone is a dog.
sometimes it just sucks to sleep alone.
i need to wrap my moms m-day gift. its a fat indian elephant thingy with bells. yeah. i thought it was interesting, and im sure she will.. or say she is. so it all works out.
whoo for free comic book day! i went ahead and bought another bear comic, even though i said i was gonna wait till another collection came out, oh well. i got a little batman figurine and a 'free comic book day' figure thingy. it lost a foot thought. i should give it crutches or something. and a face. maybe a sign asking for spare change. it would be awesome.
doom de doom. i wish my ipod was up here. too bad im damn lazy. i need to study for govt and eco. since i did pay for the eco test, i want to at least put some effort into it. id feel bad otherwise. i mean, its not my money, but still, thatd be... sad i guess. lame. ill study a bit. >_<
im now the full time babysitter of that dog. dad is pissed off because the dog keeps on leaking on the floor when we arnt watching, so now i have to keep him with me constantly. he has now migrated to my bed. hes passed out there right now, as soon as i let him in my room he hops right up. at least hes small and doesnt stink. :) and its kinda nice to sleep with someone, its less lonely. even if that someone is a dog.
sometimes it just sucks to sleep alone.
Tuesday, May 3
i have a puppy! well... a temporary puppy. :) hes absolutely adorable, looks like a weinerdog/terrier mix, one ears got a chunk (bitten?) out of it, so it stands up and the other flops over, he is so cute! :-D i love puppies. mrs easterday rescued him and i ended up taking him home, so i get to watch him. hes living in my room till i find him a home. right now hes curled up in some pants i didnt put in the laundry hamper. id be mad but its adorable. :) afshan named him barkley, but i keep on calling him booger...
finally saw hitchhikers today!! awwwesome. it went so far from the plot that i wasnt even mad about it! i loved the parts that followed the plot (i shreiked with joy at the whale) and i even liked the parts that were so completely not the book that it wasnt even funny... except it was. maybe not douglas adams funny, but it was a good movie. afshan took the initiative this time, and we just walked in (last time we noticed they didnt check for ticket stubs) so that was fun. my first time ever! but we did buy concessions, so that makes up for it... i think. :)
one AP done, three to go... and i havent told my parents yet. i dont want them to bug me to study.
LAPTOP!!! whooo *happydance* i had kinda told my parents it would be a cool graduation gift, but i didnt really expect it. so that rocks. my very own iBook.. mmmmm. loves it. now i have a computer in my room! they also got me a nice little printer, and a bag for the laptop, so its just awesome. :)
love yall
finally saw hitchhikers today!! awwwesome. it went so far from the plot that i wasnt even mad about it! i loved the parts that followed the plot (i shreiked with joy at the whale) and i even liked the parts that were so completely not the book that it wasnt even funny... except it was. maybe not douglas adams funny, but it was a good movie. afshan took the initiative this time, and we just walked in (last time we noticed they didnt check for ticket stubs) so that was fun. my first time ever! but we did buy concessions, so that makes up for it... i think. :)
one AP done, three to go... and i havent told my parents yet. i dont want them to bug me to study.
LAPTOP!!! whooo *happydance* i had kinda told my parents it would be a cool graduation gift, but i didnt really expect it. so that rocks. my very own iBook.. mmmmm. loves it. now i have a computer in my room! they also got me a nice little printer, and a bag for the laptop, so its just awesome. :)
love yall
