crunchy toast

pooka pooka. i am in much need of sleep. arrg. today was the end of school picnic at barton springs, and it was much much fun. we had many fights. first was teh shaving cream fight. that was fun, but kinda dirty. -_- i was first alerted of this fight when someone smacked me in the chest with a glob of white crap. eh. and then afshan got a little... peeved that he got some in is mouth and was so kind as to rub it thouraly through my hair. arg. it smelled like guy deoderant. so everyone looked at us funny as we went to the showers to wash the crap off. then we had a water fight with the supersoakers that was also much fun until we got bored and had a mut fight. it wasnt much of a fight though, the girls put on war paint, then tried to attack the boys, but they were sissy losers and ran away. pah. anyways, it was fun fun, but now i am exausted. sleeep. hehe.

blaaarrrggg!!!! i went with my brother to his elementry 'graduation' today. it was horrible. i had fun scaring all the 'little' children by acting goth and sticking my tounge out at them while fiddling with my black sharpie of death, but then after the cemamony thing, all my old teachers started coming in for the kill. the horrer, the horrer!!! i had so many, 'sarah, is that you?' and 'you've grown so big!' and 'is your hair blue?' that i was about ready to scream and flail like a 3 year old!! meh. so i grabbed various types of yummy sugary material and hid on the playscape. muah ha ha!! where i plotted with darwin's chainsaw!!! we shall purify!!! MUAH HA HA HA!!!! (http://www.queenofwands.net/d/20031208.html)

erm.. sorry about that. evil dictator is surfacing again. bad, bad!

yay, well mr. j let all the exempt people leave the final after attendance, so i went an hung out at sonic and a near by park, reading the second dune book, untill school got out so i could pick up hollen. it was very relaxing. only four more hours!!! i cant wait!!!

and the rant o' the day is: DISCRIMINATION

no one likes discrimination, and everyone says they are trying to fight it, or they dont beleve in it.

but discrimination is everywhere. technically when we try to equal things out, we are discriminating, jsut not nessisarly in a negative way. if you protect women b/c they are weaker, that is discrimination. if you make sure to give blacks a better chance of getting into a prep college, that is discr.imination the only way to really not have discrimination is to be able to not see any of that at all. which i think is impossible anyways.

so its hopeless

maybe we should be like in the giver, and just not have color at all

but that would be so tedious

doom de dooom...
i am playing on the computer during english again... who beleves in doing work, not me! :P but most of my game sites are blocked, and the sites i use to hack into them are blocked too!!! >:( oh well.

i found this thing
http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Blacklily
and have been playing it a little, but it is kinda boring and it is limited. i want my runescape! :P

right now i am writing a paper. or at least i should be. but am not :P i got home at nine bc i was helping a friend write hers, now i have to edit mine and print it out

i hate doing this late at night bc i am so tired, i just doent really care any more, and dont work as hard or long as i really should on an important grade

im thinking, i should edit this more, but then im all, why bother? sleep is good.
baaaaaddd lily

and i realize, i didnt really uses my sources to support my thesis at all, its all textuall evedence, but 9 pages into the paper im not going to change that. hell no

and towards the end of helping my friend, i got to where i wasnt really helping anymore. she would ask me soemthing, and i would stare at the screen and try to think, but my brain wouldnt work, and suddenly i would burst out laughing cuz it is so stupid. then she would laugh, and suddenly 15 min have gone by

hmm... no more editing. i think at this point, it will only get worse if i try to edit

good night.

[edited from a conversation w/ crazy on im because i am way too lazy to be orginial and actually write crap. :P copy and paste baby.]

hehehehe, i find myself writing my blog during english in the computer lab, yet again. and i will no doubt regret it tonight, when i am actually writing my essay. :P oh well. my mind just went blank. i know i was going to write something really important... it was probably the answer to life the universe and everythign.. exept we already know that. it must have been the question.

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type type type blah boys bla blah angst blah blah scribble blah money blah scribble scribble type skitter skitter monkey wrench i like chocolate cake. howabout you? erm.. my brain doesnt really work when im at school. sorry, no deep conversations now. hehehehe.. runequest is eating my soul... exept hollen already stole what soul i didnt sell to commercial america... so NO PROBLEM HERE!!! muah ah ha ha!!! and the other day carly made me watch ed edd and eddy, and my brain squelched out of my ear and crawled of into a corner to die in peace so now all i can think about is blah blah skitter pope iron man music chocolate dell english blah blah blah. hehehe.. i like sugar....it tastes nice on chips. in spoon fulls. SPOOOOON FULLS I SAY!!!!! MUAH HA HA

yesss.... i am studying for english... really... heh, so glad the stupid school network doesnt block everything. :P it wouldnt let me play my online games though. :( oh well. i can still talk!! muah ha ha ha ha!!! i need to decide what color to dye my hair next. im kinda thinking blue, b/c i havent done that in a while, but not sure. hollen kinda wants me to just bleach it really really pale, but that craps up my hair a bit. oh well, we shall see. but i am planning on cutting it really short once the summer starts. i will keep my bangs, but i want to be able to spike the rest of my hair. heh.

almost summer, i cant wait, but i am also a little nervous, b/c i have to think about college alot, and i need to get a job over the second part which could be a challenge. i need to start applying soon. i need money, i really want an ipod, but right now their batteries are kinda fucked up, so i gotta wait till that clears up a little bit. more music problems, the metallica/godsmack tour is coming near by, and i really really want to go... but im not sure my parents would be too happy, and it is yet another money issue. i dont have $55 right now. :p meh. it will all work out... teacher coming. cyall.

yay for camping. slept by the river in hollen's huge ass tent with her, tristan and carly. much fun, wading, eating, exporing and burning things. :P i would rant some, but i really gotta study for the English AP tomorrow.

love lily